Monday, October 31, 2005 . 2:20 PM
okay... so my ferst paper on the 27th was fine... i gt the confident to pass.. BUT... tis coming paper tmrw... im gonna die die and die... bt hey i know i will get anuther chance to live though..
the story's like tis... tmrw is my LAW paper... and actually i gt 3 days gap from my ferst paper to study bt obviously i did nt... yeah i deserve a tight slap bt nt tat im expecting one... looking at the thick book and the thick notes makes me sick.. and i really was... due to heat, evritime i open the book, i gt migraine... lame excuses... yah i know...
i did manage to study,..bt only 2 chapters... will knowledge of 2 chapters plus always skipping lessons sufficient for me to get a pass... NO??.. a border line pass will be satisfactory?...NO??...
so i concluded and decided... i shall die tmrw and relive again for the supplementary paper end Nov...
im nuts wif capital NUTS... if i gt the energy, i will do my last minute crash revision... i.e NOW, till tmrw mrng minus the sleep... this is the part of transforming myself to a daylite zombie juz within a nite...
Other options from ppl ard me... my colleague told me to try my best,... my dear told me the same thing, only tat he said it while hes enjoying playing PS2 (such motivation!) hmph!..., my other fren said im crazy etc....
So now, wat i desperately need is plenty of thick black coffee which is sooo yucky, bt i gues i shal just settle for the supp paper... No?...Yes??
Hey me... fickle minded me... make up ur mind u gal... !!
Saturday, October 29, 2005 . 3:22 PM
The Hassle of Preparations...
I did not buy new shoes or bags or clothes or aniting larr... except a storage box from Ikea...
hah... hari raya is a burden...
I havent been baking any cookies even... the reason i gave for nt lending a helping hand was: exams lar mama... kena belajar, must study... hmph...
promised mama tat i would help her bake on the 1st Nov... told her tat i would clean my room 1st Nov... told her tat i would buy the table cloth for the living room, bt did nt buy at all...
Just hate the preparation part of Hari Raya... such hassle.. i wanna know who actually started the trend of changing almost evritng for Hari Raya?... from head to toe.. the curtains and flowers... the cookies and the kek lapis... and wat haf u... erks! bt the ketupat... oh its a must haf!
so basically im bz wif someting else... not studying or revising or wrkg... so bz wif wat?? i dunt even know...
When u know and learnt how to let go, u will have less problems
So people, let go and enjoy life
Afterall, life aint permanent
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 . 7:00 AM
so... i will be on leave starting frm todae till the 6th of nov!...weee!... so long leave... im elated.. no need mth end reports or face customers or workloads.. at least for the time being... its nt easy for me to get mth end lv okay.. and due to the examz, i managed to get approval for my lv...my dear and my mama was surprised tat i actually took long leave..heh...
EXAMS MODE... my papers on 27 and 31 Oct...
Have i started my revision?
of course NO...
Heh..
im feeling sleepy and seeing my cat zzzing on my bed makes me wanna jump on the bed and join her!... eyes heavy, due to the rain... and lack of sleep... was on the fone wif dear last nite till the wee hours... till 3 am... its been a long time since we had long talks on the fone... i gues we need tat one... well worth missing the sleep...
mum and cik roz (my mama's best fren)... bz making cookies... they are done actually... now relaxing watching tv... how nice...
Tuesday, October 18, 2005 . 11:48 AM
trip to geylang had always been postponed... the phobia of rummaging thru the big crowd consisting mostly of M & Ms... haiz... thrice we postponed the geylang trip... bt tats the only plc we can go to find our traditional costumes... well, this coming fridae wanted to go, bt tak jadi again.. gt dinner wif my dear, his cuzin and his bro in law... makan fish head curry... haiz... bnyk bnyk makan, kepala ikan yg dicarik nyer... see how larr weter im gg or not... so dunt know when larr we gg geylang... if no, then no baju kurung for us... just make do wif watever left in the wardrobe..
school's at last over, bt exams are coming... next week in actual fact...
heh..
Friday, October 14, 2005 . 1:40 PM
mak ai... today itself i gt an eye sore... nt as in eye sore the eye sore... bt my eyes cant take it. saw 2 men trying hard to be a gal.. and today i saw two of them... both ugly!!... ya allah... bulan puasa pulak tu... kalau nk pakai gitu duduk rumah sudah larr... sungguh memalukan kaum orang melayu! kalau lawa takper.. hodoh nak mampos... wats wrong wif u ppl... tk cukup cermin ke kat rumah??.. ke tak mampu nk beli cermin...!!
wif d wig and the thick foundation and the fake boobs even... pls... people can see it all tat its fake... isk isk... i know its fasting mth and i shld stop mengutuk bt i just cant help it....
asal kn korang bahagia larr.... enjoy ur life.... while i enjoy mine... the eye sore will only lasts awhile... thank gdness...
Wednesday, October 12, 2005 . 11:49 AM
Oh so my colleague Nellie, or so we sometimes do call her Aunty Nellie or the one who gave the motherly touch at the branch, is retiring soon... soon enuff and its tis fridae.. her last dae!! All of us gonna miss ya "manjaness"... and she really is for her age... and yah of course will miss the food cos shes been feeding us wif gd food most of the times... so tat explains the accumulating fats... nasib bulan puasa... hope to lose all of the fats... apa tak nyer... setakat makan malam... sahur time so malas to eat... and i never do breakfast most of the times so it dusnt make much diffrence huh... unless mom's cooking is irresistible, then i simply had to eat.... so far i only ate the fried macaroni during sahur cos i just cant resist!... the rest of the early mornings, would be plain water and kurma... tats gd enuff for me to go back to my bed for a pathetic one hr nap which sometimes will make me feel grogy... erks.. i hate tat feeling...
and yah my cat Mimi will be so sibuk during fastg mth... when we sahur she would haf to wake up cos the ligts on and shes in her cage... CAGE?... sorrie, its nt tat im torturing her, bt she just cant seem to sleep in the night... she will simply find tings to do in the dark and irritates evrione... and the person she scares most at nite would be my sister cos she's the one doing the so called "kurunging the cat"... evritme the word "kurung" is mentioned, Mimi would hide to all corner of the hse whr its beyond reach.. ahaha.. cute eh... and time buka... Mimi pun suka menyibuk at dapur eating her food and drinking water... shes just part of the family....
nak masuk seminggu puasa... how time flies like the super jet plane... and last weekend watched movie.. INTO THE BLUE... and wow so nice show whr they swim underwater and dive and snorkle.. best nyer!.. swim mcm ikan... so after tat movie im like pestering my bf till he cant tahan.. hehe.. i told him to teach me to swim after Hari Raya.. nt tat i dunt know how to swim, bt nt tat super pro larr... kena mendalami dgn lebih dlm lagik.. cant even trap water... i feel scared in the water when i dun feel the grd beneath my feet... so tats how lousy a swimmer i am... sungguh memalukan.. love the beach bt dunt really know how to swim.. apalah... *sigh*
Monday, October 03, 2005 . 4:07 AM
The World Is a Dangerous Place
The next best safe place will be planet PLUTO!!
Bombs exploded in three packed tourist restaurants on the Indonesian island of Bali on Saturday killing at least 25 people and injuring over 100, just days before the third anniversary of the nightclub attacks there.
Police said the first blast tore through the Raja restaurant in the shopping district of Kuta, the scene of the 2002 bombings which left 202 people dead, mostly foreign tourists.
Minutes later, two further explosions ripped through a pair of beachfront restaurants 30 kilometres away in the picturesque fishing village of Jimbaran.
Police said the first blast tore through the Raja restaurant in the shopping district of Kuta, the scene of the 2002 bombings which left 202 people dead, mostly foreign tourists.
Minutes later, two further explosions ripped through a pair of beachfront restaurants 30 kilometres away in the picturesque fishing village of Jimbaran.
The locations include the Hard Rock Cafe along Kuta Beach, the Matahari shopping mall, outside the Four Seasons hotel in Jimbaran, and along Jimbaran beach
Most of the injured had shrapnel embedded in their bodies because of the blast. Also dentified as "gotri" a name usually given to small nails used in home-made bombs to cause maximum injuries.
It's so sad tat tis had to happen again....
